Ramadhan 2016

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

Alhamdulillah for all the great things happen in my life..

Feeling great this Ramadhan..

having friends like a family and siblings..

Shared everything together..

And, terasa sayang teramat untuk tinggalkan Ramadhan2016..

sayu syahdu rasa hati ini..

Buat program bersama..

Berpenat lelah jumpa orang atasan untuk program together..

Stay up late night, kadang2 sampai tak tidur malam together..
Stress sebab exam together.. 

Iftar dekat anjung together..

Talking nonsense, being crazy, awkward, gila2 together..
being annoying to each other, perli2, jadi 'bahan' untuk ketawa, tersasul setiap masa..
All things together..

It makes us grow closer..

Really appreciate this moments very much..

hope our friendship stay close forever..

thank you brother and sisters for these beautiful memories..

#2years6months1week left before #Graduation2018

new year 2016

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

first posting in the new year..alhamdulillah, another new year with new spirits..

i don't know what happen to my last post.. it being deleted automatically.. maybe because i don't sign in much in the last year..

lots of thing happened.. changing to another new university, new environment, new lecturer, new friends.. but the old one is still the best for me.. sometimes, my memories keep going backwards.. it's so difficult to move on.. but, i need to be strong..

alhamdulillah, i'm already on my second year.. praised to Allah for His blessings, too much that i already got from Him.. even though i'm felt sad to left my old places, but He gave me lots to keep me move on..

already go through with the clinical posting twice..
and the next will be on April at Seremban, psychiatric hospital at Tampoi and community practices at the clinic.. may Allah ease my journey until D-Day 
[Graduation Day : September 2018 insyaAllah] 

alhamdulillah 'ala kulli hal..

syukran umi abah for keep believing me..

and also to my beloved siblings and friends..

Year 1 Semester 1

Year 1 Semester 2

Year 1 Semester 3

hope to be back for next post..

[=.=]

study mood on for final examination Year 2 Semester 1..

hitam putih kehidupan

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

 

tiba2 teringat lagu sheila majid : hitam putih kehidupan..

first time dengar time sekolah rendah dulu..

masa ni cikgu suruh hafal untuk koir sekolah..

dah berabad-abad dah lagu ni..

dia punya lirik sangat deep..

bagus untuk yang sedang bersedih..

when the sad things happens,

doesn't mean that your life is over..

this is just the beginning of our journey..

 

and for the past few weeks, 

tetiba madam hafizah buka lagu ni when learn bout chapter memory..

konon2 nya nak tengok sapa punya memory yang bagus la ni..

and i said to her, i'm already knew the lyrics..

then she said, you didn't have to participate in this 'competition'.. 

 

she said, 

''alaaa...kenapa awak tau dah..

tapi bestkan lagu ni..

lagu zaman2 dulu kebanyakkannya best2..

ni lagu feveret saya..''

[p/s:comel la madam ni.. =D]

 

 

Campus Life

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

who said that it's easy to begin a new life..

it's really challenging and difficult..

with the new environment, new people..

with the new friends that always have their misunderstanding..

 

F.R.I.E.N.D

very important during campus life..

ke hulu, ke hilir,

semua perlukan kawan untuk temankan..

bila ada salah faham

betapa sukarnya nak jernihkan kembali pH persahabatan itu turn to neutral..

it will turn our life upside down..

and i felt it right now..

sabar..sabar..sabar..

with those little disagreement lead to bigger things..

lagi2 they all are younger than me..

kept remind myself that they all are not mature yet..

budak2, normal laa~

bila bercakap asyik nak menang

cakap lepas, buat kerja ikut dan je

and for this moments, my  mind keep flashback bout my friends there.. 

i miss them so much..

rindu roomate tmpt bergaduh, 

tempat bermanja, tempat menggedik,

tempat mengadu

i miss you afy..

how i wish to lean on your side right now..

Allah Yang Maha Mengetahui segala gundah di hati kala ini..

 

 

Memoirs

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

There's no words to describe my feelings..

just view the pictures when the thought comes to my mind..

miss the moments so much..

last day 1.1

last day 1.2

last day 1.3

last day 1.4

majlis doa selamat 2.1

majlis doa selamat 2.2

majlis doa selamat 2.3

majlis doa selamat 2.4

girl's batch day

surprise birthday party

histology class

break time

Graduation Day

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

It's already Disember 1st 2014..

terlupa nak update about angah's graduation day..

lots of congratulations from me..

may your dreams come true, dear sis!!

few pictures from the day~

everything new

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

finally, new look for the new journey.. 

it's almost few months without news.. 

lots of things happened here..

well, there's reasons for what happened..

 bad times will make us stronger..

yeah, i'm believe it!!

 

lots of experiences gains by laughs and tears..

there's definitely teach us something valuable..
every tear bring us closer to a smile,

so cry until you smile..

that's how we get through the hard times..

and the memories will remains inside us..

and we need to appreciate it..

rakan seperjuangan yang jauh di mata tapi dekat di hati,

be strong for everythings that will happen..

badai tetap melanda walau dimana saja..

believe in Allah..

 even though we are far away, we're still connected..

~ final exam ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

alhamdulillah, it's already May..almost 3 weeks the final exam start..and it gonna end very soon, on 5th July, biiznillah..just hope for the best and try to be the best..put everything else beside and concentrate to this final first..

and, alhamdulillah, already settle about the ticket for this summer..ummi called and asked to come back and buy the ticket quickly because of the 'promo'..felt surprised because ummi asked 'bout that, and for me, i feel like wanna stay here for this summer..just pray for a better tomorrow..

it's summer here..
and it really2 HOT!!!

and it's really2 HOT this summer..i feel like burning..

and we put it in the caption :

[ EGYPT and BLACKOUT, berpisah tiada ]

time summer makin kerap blackout, and it's hot without fan, and banyak sangat2 nyamuk..

semalam blackout paling lama sepangjang duduk kat Egypt ni..

start from Isyak till Subuh..

from 0930 pm till 0430 am..

and of course, can't sleep well..baju dah lencun dengan peluh..

badan dah bengkak dengan nyamuk..

well, pengalaman mematangkan diri..

biarlah susah dahulu, asalkan senang kemudian..

~ thanks for everything ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

It's been a long time since my last update..dah lama teringin nak menconteng kat wall blog tapi, waktu tak mengizinkan..bila ada waktu, internet pula problem..macam2~

btw, wanna say thanks to everyone that wish my birthday and gave me all those lovely gifts..

thanks a lot..i really2 appreciate those things..

overall, ingatan yang tulus ikhlas itu yang amat dihargai..

 

~ sanah helwah abah ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

Alhamdulillah, it already half from March..

and it's abah's birthday..

[15 March 1966]

* * * * * * * * * *

just wanna wish you :

Sanah Helwah Abah

Siiru 'ala barakatillah..

may Allah bless you..

i love you from deep of my heart, 

and i'm thankful for raised me up till where i'm now..

thanks for all you did to me,

for bear with my bad behave,

visit me at the hostel even u're busy,

support me every time i'm down,

advice me when i'm out of control,

and else..

just hope u'll be well and healthy..

i really2 love you..

* * * * * * * * * *

 

 

~ life ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

just wanna wrote something that keep running in my mind and 

sometimes, i found it's funny to me..

 there's a lot of situations where i found it's a little bit awkward, but then, i smile back..

* * * * * * * * * *

Ema : are u wearing something on ur face??

Me : nope, why??

Ema : just wonder, u look like u're wearing kokuryu powder..

Me : i just put some lotion on my face to prevent from dry..and fyi, i already stop wearing those things..

[and, the conversation keep repeat again, again and again..]

* * * * * * * * * *

 Me : today is someone's birthday..

Ema : oh, really..btw, when's ur birthday??

Me : it's already past..

Ema : yeah?? *blur and believe*

Me : [^^,]

[just smile because she believe it confidently]
 

* * * * * * * * * *

  

Me : let's eat while waiting for the doc..he's gonna be late..

Friends : woah, what's that??

Me : i called it 'spaghetti percik'

....after eating....

Friends : i wanna ur recipe please

[that's the normal things happen when i bring some food to class]

* * * * * * * * * *

Ema : we're wearing the same colours today..

Me : it's not totally the same..

Ema : yeah, it is..

Me : i wear this colour because you already wore it yesterday..

Ema : well, i don't have many colours left..

[the same happen for the next day, even some of our friends think that we're like twins]

* * * * * * * * * * *

Friend : i already make the food according to ur way, but, it's not the same like u did..

Me : but i did told u the way i make it..

Friend : well, i think only you can make it better..

Me : nope, everyone have their talent.. 

Friend : what if, u wash ur hands and give the water to me..

Me : why?? [==']

Friend : well, so that, there's some 'air tangan' from u in my food..

Me : [____speechless_____]

[it's funny and not logic, and i felt that our conversation like nerdy]

 

~ hectic week ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

Alhamdulillah..already pass this week..

all i can say that, its really tiring with the new schedule..

we need to be quick for every classes, with the maximum speed there and there..

and going home weakly..

short of breathing, and feeling hungry during classes..

just hope for the better day for this becoming week..

may Allah ease and bless us all..

 

with classmates at the square [doctor-to-be] insyaAllah

 

~ new schedule ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greeting to all..

Our schedule got change..and, of course it's really tiring with the new timetable..now, there's no time to eat lunch and even to pray Dhuhur..i've to prepare the food before going to classes..and i think, there'll be more people that will start fasting..just need to accept the fate..it's the result when there's too much holidays and when doc cancel the class..

the timetable for final examination also being announced..it should be in June the last time doc told us..but, it changed..it just around the corner..it start in April..that's the other reasons why our timetable also being changed..

 

   

we're like crying crazily when got the news..maybe this is the best for all of us..may Allah ease everyone of us..

~ rainbow cupcakes ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

Alhamdulillah, today i'm trying a new recipe : rainbow cupcakes..

and it's work..

really happy, so, tomorrow i can bring the cake to classes..

no need to buy the choc bread..

i'm so bored with the choc bread..

 

 bahan-bahan:
11/2 cawan tepung gandum
2 sudu teh baking powder
1/2 cawan mentega - suhu bilik
3/4 cawan gula castor
3 biji telur (putih sahaja)
1 sudu teh esen vanilla
3/4 cawan susu segar
secubit garam

cara-cara:
1. ayak tepung, baking powder & garam
2. pukul mentega, telur, gula sehingga kembang & gebu
3. masukkan esen vanilla, pukul perlahan kemudian masukkan tepung gandum selang-seli dengan susu
4. guna sudu untuk kaup balik adunan
5. bahagikan adunan kepada 3 bahagian & warna ikut suka
6. tompok-tompok adunan dalam papercup
7. bakar 160*C selama 20 minit atau sehingga masak

 

~ opinion ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

just asking my roomates 'bout the blog..

and she said, 

"nice, looks like korean style..

the blue colour describe the korean"

yeah, that her opinion,

and that also makes me feel very happy,

i'm not thinking 'bout being in any style,

but, i just like the background,

simple and look style for me,

it look like someone paint the flower on canvas,

looking at this blue colour make me feel fresh, free

just like look at the blue sky..

 

~ same routine ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

already 1st March, time goes by so fast..and, just wonder that so many things that i don't finish yet..and i still need to do it all very fast..so, i've to manage my time better..i'm afraid to think too much, just need to do what i must do now, and then, i'll start thinking what to do next..

and the final examination is not too far..deep breath, i must get the things that i want, so that no one will get hurt again and it's for my future too..think positive, and positive things will go after you..

the same routine will still go on for the next 4 1/2 years..i'm counting to the moment of my graduation day, and till then, i'm depending on myself and need to remind meself again, again, again that i must achieve what i want..

biiznillah..insyaAllah, amin..

=)

~ wonderful day ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all...

Alhamdulillah, tomorrow already Friday, yaumul barakah..my classes end early today, and we already got all the things needed for nasi kerabu..throughout my life, i spent a very long time in the market yesterday..almost 3 hours..and, it's really a very tiring day..but, i still can't get the squid that i want for ketupat sotong..it's a little disappointed..

back from classes, i bake cheese cake and trifle before make nasi kerabu with the others..

really enjoy it, such a wonderful day..and, i really love the atmosphere when dining with friends..

 all i can say that, it's a perfect nasi kerabu made by us although we far from our homeland..with such a difficulty to find all the ingredients and so on..finally, we made it..

=)

 

~ surprise to sarah ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

Just wanna share some pictures from surprise birthday party for dear classmate..

Perfect time because at least we can enjoy a little and spend little time chatting to each other after our midyear examination..

Btw, Happy Birthday Sarah!! May Allah bless you and ease our journey either in our life or the life hereafter..

 

~ cheese cake simple ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

Nothing much happen, just wanna share some recipe 'bout cheese cake that i got from my dear friend..

cheese cake

Bahan-bahan :  

• biskut oreo/marie/digestive
• butter/marjerin                  
• 250 gram cream cheese   
• 200 gram whipping cream
• gula castor                     
• perisa vanila [utk bau wangi]
• yogurt/susu segar [*optional]

Cara-cara : 

1. Hancurkan biskut sehingga menjadi crumbs. Gaul bersama butter yang telah dicairkan. Agak-agak boleh dah boleh kepal, mampatkan ke dalam bekas untuk dijadikan base. Masukkan ke dalam peti 20-30 minit.
2. Untuk filling : putarkan cream cheese dan gula hingga kembang >> masukkan whipping cream, yogurt/susu segar, esen vanila >> bila dah kembang, masukkan crumbs oreo dan sebatikan >> tuang filling ke atas base [hentak perlahan bagi mampat] >> hias dgn oreo/hirisan coklat/marshmallow [hias ikut suka hati] >> simpan dlm peti 4-6 jam/overnight..

 siap!!!

p/s : filling tu agak lembik sebenarnya..

tapi sedap je utk mkn sendiri2..

first time buat lps exam anatomy midyear sbb frust..

=)

 

~ down ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

just wanna share something..

bout a site where i'm always searching for words..

words that can calm myself..

that remind me the purpose of my life..

the way to love others..

the way to heal myself from getting hurt..

 http://uncomfortablesoul.com/