Sunday, June 9, 2013

~ feeling worst ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

Alhamdulillah, finish physiology written exam, 5 exams left..and, rasa tak sabar2 nak habis, may Allah ease everythings..


And bila balik tadi, nak la online skype..tengok2 broadband dah habis limit, feeling worst more than written physiology..
speechless, come on la, baru 5 hari recharge and it is 3GB kot.. 
ni la problemnya kalau bagi orang pinjam without limit..
they used it sesuka hati, diri sendiri pun tak guna mana lagi..
it still 2.7GB before i give it to used last night, and bila dapat bukak just tinggal 600MB, tak boleh nak access pape pun even skype..
sedih sesedih sedihnya..
dugaan bila hidup dengan housemates, dahla duduk jauh dari family and my bank card can't be used here..
and~
ni la my dugaan time exam cenggini..
musibah+sabar+redha..

='(



Friday, June 7, 2013

~ I'm grateful ~

Dengan Nama Allah Yang Maha Pemurah Lagi Maha Penyayang..

Alhamdulillah, got the chance to write again..nothing much to say, lately something happened and I'm a lil bit disappointed, feel down..huhu~

I fall, I rise, I make mistake, I live, I learn, I've been hurt but I'm alive.. I'm human, I'm not perfect.. But I'm thankful.. Alhamdulillah..


Bila duduk perantauan, susah, senang, sakit, sihat, happy, sedih, there's too much happened and when there's no one to rely on?? buntu, kecewa and there's no one to comfort you, to understand you , it's really heartbroken.. just crying over the time and let the time pass and heal everything..

But, suddenly, I'm realize, I still have Allah, the only One yang tak pernah tinggalkan kita sendirian.. That moment when you were so stressed, then you suddenly feel fine just because you prayed.. That what I feel.. Thanks Allah for everything.. 

And I've been thinking a lot bout her lately, maybe because I'm really missed our old time together, and she always been with me in the past.. Norazmaiha Abd Aziz, thanks Allah for giving me such a wonderful, caring and loyal friend.. uhibbuki fillah abadan abada..