Friday, February 28, 2014

~ wonderful day ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all...

Alhamdulillah, tomorrow already Friday, yaumul classes end early today, and we already got all the things needed for nasi kerabu..throughout my life, i spent a very long time in the market yesterday..almost 3 hours..and, it's really a very tiring day..but, i still can't get the squid that i want for ketupat's a little disappointed..

back from classes, i bake cheese cake and trifle before make nasi kerabu with the others..
really enjoy it, such a wonderful day..and, i really love the atmosphere when dining with friends..

 all i can say that, it's a perfect nasi kerabu made by us although we far from our homeland..with such a difficulty to find all the ingredients and so on..finally, we made it..


Tuesday, February 25, 2014

~ surprise to sarah ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

Just wanna share some pictures from surprise birthday party for dear classmate..
Perfect time because at least we can enjoy a little and spend little time chatting to each other after our midyear examination..

Btw, Happy Birthday Sarah!! May Allah bless you and ease our journey either in our life or the life hereafter..


~ cheese cake simple ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

Nothing much happen, just wanna share some recipe 'bout cheese cake that i got from my dear friend..

cheese cake
Bahan-bahan :  
  • biskut oreo/marie/digestive
  • butter/marjerin                  
  • 250 gram cream cheese   
  • 200 gram whipping cream
  • gula castor                     
  • perisa vanila [utk bau wangi]
  • yogurt/susu segar [*optional]
Cara-cara : 
  1. Hancurkan biskut sehingga menjadi crumbs. Gaul bersama butter yang telah dicairkan. Agak-agak boleh dah boleh kepal, mampatkan ke dalam bekas untuk dijadikan base. Masukkan ke dalam peti 20-30 minit.
  2. Untuk filling : putarkan cream cheese dan gula hingga kembang >> masukkan whipping cream, yogurt/susu segar, esen vanila >> bila dah kembang, masukkan crumbs oreo dan sebatikan >> tuang filling ke atas base [hentak perlahan bagi mampat] >> hias dgn oreo/hirisan coklat/marshmallow [hias ikut suka hati] >> simpan dlm peti 4-6 jam/overnight..

p/s : filling tu agak lembik sebenarnya..
tapi sedap je utk mkn sendiri2..
first time buat lps exam anatomy midyear sbb frust..


Saturday, February 1, 2014

~ down ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

just wanna share something..
bout a site where i'm always searching for words..
words that can calm myself..
that remind me the purpose of my life..
the way to love others..
the way to heal myself from getting hurt..

~ muhasabah diri ~

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim and greetings to all..

nothing much to share..
just something that i've been keep secret all the time..
nothing much to be happy 'bout all these one week at cairo..
everytime i'm go there, it's all the same things happen..
everytime i'm there, i'm always shed tears because of you..
and this time, i'm really really regret for being there..

and now, i'm keep asking myself..
am i not good enough for you??
am i not kind enough for you??
do you regret having me??
am i ashamed you?? 
i'm keep wondering all 'bout those question..
when i'm asking you, you just keep smiling..
and, deep inside, it's kill me..
it's really hurt me..
it's like, i'm not important at all..

why you need to praised someone else in front of me??
why you have time to spend to others but not with me??
why you can call that person but not me??
why you always angry at me?? 
it's no point after all if i keep going there..
why we meet if there will be fight between us..
it's really hurt..

after a week, here i am..
going back to my place without talking to you..
going back with flu and fever..
going back with deep hurt..

i need to calm myself..
need to keep remind myself not to concern at all..
it's nothing to compare with what i've been felt all this time..
i'm used to it..
i need to accept it..

someone told me ;
i'm strong enough, that's why Allah keep put test on me..
but, the truth is, i'm just me..
the ordinary person that also have the weak point..
that also need someone's understanding..
that also need a shoulder to rely on..

i'm love you..
i'll always love you even it's hurt..
and i'm keep telling myself, "everything will be okay"